My Life As A Gay Furry Gamer
furballthefurry:

FriskeCrisps - by twinkle-sez

Cutie!

furballthefurry:

FriskeCrisps - by twinkle-sez

Cutie!

Holy fuck! I just hit 999 followers!

I didn’t really want to wait for my 1000th for a post, so 999 will have to do! I think it’s a bit better of a number, anyways. I’m really sorry I haven’t posted in a while! I’ve been a bit busy with stuff away from tumblr and I really only check it on my phone nowadays to like things… I’m at 3150 liked posts at this point, lol.

Anyways! To celebrate this occasion, I will be fulfilling all requests that I receive within the next week!

greyjaeger:

Collar Otters requested by Anon

Eeee! So hot!

smexymutt:

Sharing a toy by MonaMoo

OMG! I WANT THIS!

smexymutt:

Sharing a toy by MonaMoo

OMG! I WANT THIS!

corneil:

Source

Howdy! I’d sure love to get some of that shooting action!

corneil:

Source

Howdy! I’d sure love to get some of that shooting action!

Figured I should give you guys an update on what I look like a bit. I’m rather happy with how my hair works in this picture. I’ve started adding a bit of volume to it recently. I normally prefer myself without glasses, but I think I look all right in this one.

Actually, the first two were taken about half a year ago, but it’s still pretty representative of what I normally look like now (bottom right). I’m working a bit on my weight a bit right now (Currently not very well, admittedly) because I find my belly and slight moobs to be rather unattractive on a body shape like mine. By the way, if anyone has any tips on fat loss as well as possible substitutes for snacking (which I seem to do way too much and with bad foods), I’m all ears. ^.^

I currently can’t work out my left arm as it’s in a cast, so at least it’ll match my right finally in strength, lol.

Anyways, woot! New pictures! Yay!

furry-net:

I’m one

Me too!

furry-net:

I’m one

Me too!

hcfur-nsfw-form:

Don’t be shy! Come here! -By Blacky-Moon


Eeeee! He’s so cute!

hcfur-nsfw-form:

Don’t be shy! Come here! -By Blacky-Moon

Eeeee! He’s so cute!

I’m nervous…

gayfurrygamer:

Tomorrow’s the day my orthopedist decides if my wrist is all right in a cast or if I require surgery to hold the bone in place for healing. Technically it should have been last week, but I had a school trip to Chicago and I didn’t want to miss it. The orthopedist is oddly only available on mondays and wednesdays, go figure. I keep freaking out because I don’t want to have surgery, but I don’t even know if I need it yet. I’ll keep you all posted, I guess.

Ok! I’m not so nervous anymore about my wrist! I had like two nightmares last night and that made me dread today even more, but I visited the orthopedist and my wrist is healing nicely! I’m supposed to get my cast off on the 11th of June if all goes well!

I think my stress about my wrist might have caused the crisis I had a couple of days ago. I’m feeling a lot better now and much more relaxed. I even think my blood pressure dropped a bit down to more normal levels. It’s amazing what one stresser can do to your whole line of thinking.

Thanks to everyone who sent such kind messages and reached out to try to help me. You all are great.

I’m nervous…

Tomorrow’s the day my orthopedist decides if my wrist is all right in a cast or if I require surgery to hold the bone in place for healing. Technically it should have been last week, but I had a school trip to Chicago and I didn’t want to miss it. The orthopedist is oddly only available on mondays and wednesdays, go figure. I keep freaking out because I don’t want to have surgery, but I don’t even know if I need it yet. I’ll keep you all posted, I guess.

I need advice

I think I’m hitting like a quarter-life crisis at the moment, everyone. I apologize. I think I need some advice.

I keep doubting all my decisions and wondering if I enjoy where I’m going or if there’s a better path.


There’s questions like: do I even like having a master? I really enjoy it at times, but I really feel like I want someone I can connect with on an equal level as well.

Then there’s being a furry, which I’m sad to report to you all about. I’m not even sure if I enjoy it anymore. I’ve stopped enjoying the porn and sex aspect of it. However, I still find I associate with some aspects of furrydom and I’d like to find someone with the same interests.

And then: do I even like programming anymore? I sure don’t do much if I want it to possibly be a career in the future.

What do I enjoy doing that would even remotely work for a job? My parents keep trying to force me to work over the summer, but I really don’t want to do anything at all. I know I should have a job by now, a ton of teenagers have a job at 18. I don’t even have a full driver’s license yet. My learner’s permit is set to expire in less than a year. That would be three years since I originally got it. I only have like 5 driving hours total, if even that, out of the 60 I need to even TAKE the test. I just feel like a lazy bum constantly.

And yet, I still just sit and watch youtube. I really want to do something productive like learn more programming or creating a game, maybe even start trying to lose weight or exercise more would be fine, but I feel just constantly lazy and it’s getting to me in the worst of ways.

If anyone could help me in some way, I would really appreciate it. Every time I think about it I start to cry and it tears me apart.

oranwolf:

Guy time by Tartii

Aww! This looks like so much fun!

oranwolf:

Guy time by Tartii

Aww! This looks like so much fun!

About my Kik account

Due to a recent contract I signed with my master which is currently set to expire in August, I’m currently not allowed to have any relationships sexual or otherwise except with his express permission. My kik account has been fun, but I think I’ll be deleting the app from my phone until the contract expires.

My kik wasn’t supposed to be very sexual anyways. When I first created it, I had a boyfriend and it was just meant to be fun. Right now most people who have messaged me have either started a conversation sexually, or the conversation has drifted in that direction. Admittedly, I’ve been as big of a factor in that as anyone else. I just can’t resist. Things are even worse on me when followers under 18 message me. I love all of you, irregardless of age, but I can’t be sexual with someone under 18 for legal reasons. You all can feel free to look at what I post on my tumblr, I really don’t care your age. I’ve stated my opinion on this issue before found here: [x]

Anyways, it’s better that I just delete kik from my phone for now. It was great talking to you all there. I apologize for leaving so suddenly, but I recently started realizing that I’ve been violating my contract for the past few weeks at this point. I apologize to both my master and you all.

Just curious, but how did you meet your master?
Anonymous

I met him on recon. He messaged me first and we sort of hit it off.

As a bit of compensation for not posting as much, here’s an image I know for a fact has never been on tumblr before! Source: [x]

As a bit of compensation for not posting as much, here’s an image I know for a fact has never been on tumblr before! Source: [x]