Well, it looks like I’m once again single. My boyfriend and I broke up less than two hours ago. *sigh* I guess I’ll never be able to keep up a long distance relationship. I really thought he was the one I would be with forever. I was going to go to his prom as his date and some of our common friends. I guess we planned everything too far ahead. I was looking forward to everything we ever talked about. My first kiss was with him. It was great. Now I guess I’ll never feel those lips again.
I could tell we were drifting apart at some points and I knew something like this would happen eventually, but I didn’t expect it to be so soon. I was hoping we would hold out until I go to college up near him, but the long distance killed it all.
I just don’t know what to do with my life right now. The college I was planning to go to was partially because he was there. I didn’t want him to have to wait too much longer, but I guess I was too late. Now I’m completely torn. I have a wonderful opportunity at both colleges. One I think I’ll enjoy more socially, the other I feel I’ll enjoy more in an academic sense. I just don’t know what to do anymore.
I’m mentally drained, and I really badly need a hug right now.
Sorry, I haven’t been posting in a long long time. I apologize to everyone about that. I’ve recently gotten a wonderful boyfriend and I’m trying to finish up my high school senior year strong for when I go off to college.